Superficial & Grace
HONEST POST: I have never thought I was a superficial person caring much about what I look like, how much I weigh, what others think. If I am honest, I kinda am. I do care about what I look like and I do care about what others think and I want the pictures that I post to be of me looking my best. The past 7 years, my perception of my body has been quite negative. I haven’t felt good about myself or my body. I take things personally, like the size of pants or shirts that people give me, even though they fit. Of people saying you should really wear larger sizes. I don’t want to be a Large let alone an Extra Large, but that is what I have been. I don’t love it. It is depressing and makes me sad. I know superficial right? I wish I looked 'hot' in a bikini, didn't have stretch marks, or had more cleavage. I know superficial. I guess I am superficial a bit. I know that is one of the reasons why I got implants after having my girls removed. I have been doing Beachbody for 2 y