Taking it day by day.

So today was my 10th round of chemo, however, I am counting down to 0!!! One of the most powerful numbers ever!! So when posting on Facebook I always post the countdown number...7! I have to say that Lidacane is God sent. It makes accessing my port a piece of cake!! DEEP breath in and a stick I don't even feel. Blood work done in 15~20 minutes and doctor visit then on to chemo. Darci was able to come with me to my last round (8). It was nice to have someone, but we had the luxury of having Ryan there too.... It has been fine doing it alone, I read and sleep and really take my couple hour time out, but it was fun to show her my home away from home....Tulsa Cancer Institute. The place is really quite cool. The people are wonderful and I am thankful for them. I have met some really neat and interesting people. And my doctor is pretty awesome!! Super nice and my age and has great bedside manner.... I was sent here for a reason!!

A whole month has already gone by. School has been out so needless to say I have been making up for  the two months of being and feeling completely out of it with my kids. We have been doing activities and playing and enjoying our company. We are going to the pool all the time (almost everyday). Lennox is growing and talking more everyday, and so badly wants to be like the big kids but also still wants to be mommy's baby. She was my blessing baby that God gave me to tell me I couldn't quit. She is my 'Get it' girl. Meaning mommy better 'get it' done!!! Chaz has found some really great friends, as has Talya. Camp was great, we have another one coming up, and we are beginning to go to different churches to find our place in this town.  It is always the first question people ask out here. What church do you go to? We have yet to find a church, but we will try another one this Sunday. They said Taxol wasn't that bad and it really isn't other then some chem